Why?

I'm sure you're wondering what the hell this is.Well good...I am too. 

That is the very reason why i have decided too advance with modern technology and start a blog. The forthcoming year of 2011 is a epic major year, regarding my character building,growing up and obviously...most importantly...persueing my dream of participating in the Olympic games as a swimmer.

I have lived in Somerset West, South Africa my whole life.Living my youth mostly on the idea or rather more correctly, the dream of becoming an Olympic swimmer.These huge ambitions and dreams have lead me exactly...too....where...I.....am...now.

A senior National level swimming who is is finding it most difficult to come to terms with adolescent culture and also...as mem puts it "raising the bar"...so in conclusion 'change had too be made.'

So instead if raunting on about all the emotional and tormented drama that happened,which of course lead up to this point i am going to get it out,what happened.
In short:
*Peggy doesn't like Somerset College and found herself in a "new rich" environment with annorexic-bling-mammas and a bunch of weed-heads.
*Peggy gets unfocused and de-motivated in swimming career because she is not in the proper swimming environment ,doesn't really have a team,and does morning training by herself.
*Family structures are unstable and i am finding it hard to build  a relationship with my father.
*Mem& Dad are worried about my behaviour...they have trust issues,Peggy reacts to this.
basically ...
Peggy is sent to boarding school at Saint Mary's Diocesan College,a all girls school situated in Kwazulu-nataal,Durbun.
and...
Peggy is sent to the scariest,fastest and best national squad in the country.
so yeah you guesses it.

Peggy is on for something big here.

So yeah that's where this blog roll's in.With creating a blog where i will journalize, (by means of diary entries and photographs) all my new boarding school and new swimming squad experiences. I will blog about major events,swimming meets,training,school life,boarding life, social life and my personal,emotive experience about this all.
And hopefully by doing this...It will be easier for me to deal with this next step of my life.So yeah...

my story begins here..
xxx
The Panama