Mango days and Energade-12 January 2010

Today Is Wednesday. Training at my club started on Monday sorry for  the delay...but i was too fucked and tired to care about some blog page.Here is how it was....hard....darm bloody hard.I have never trained this hard in my life before! This morning I could not do a basic roll of my shoulders. Everything is stiff and sore and while i was training I threw up 3 times already.yayzies.

But out of that grim image came goodness because I feel great! Already lost some weight and I know that this will guide me small steps into the right direction.
Durban however is backward. The pace is slow and people are old fashioned in the way they act and  communicate. 21 year olds are still young teenagers in comparison to “Kaapenaars” glitzy girls and boys of Bishop court ,Red dam and pretty much all upper-class private schools of Western Cape. It’s a whole different place here. Cattle such as goats and cows are not un-common to the streets, monkey’s roam the telephone wires and dense jungle environment and bugs here are huge. I find myself dressing up to go out for dinner only wearing Nike’s ,shorts and a white vest. Back home a pretty dress, accessories ,a handbag and pretty little golden sandals was a must...or you would be very quickly targeted as a “hag” or more severely a “lesbian”. That’s another thing...it feels like there’s is a whole lot more lesbians here...they hunch and lurk the grounds here abundantly. There are also many churches and church centres...my conclusion...they are preparing for the Zombie apocalypse which will happen in our doom in 2012.
Peggy:“God gave us two great gifts in life; 1)squirrels that can water-ski 2)dogs that can skate-board”
But thus far have not yet visited my dark place. My eyes have remained dry since Saturday. School begins in5 days..and I am not one bit nervous .Oh well...Mom comes tomorrow to settle me into boarding and things on Monday...then its the real thing. Me on my own.
But this time I feel that maybe I’m ready...and maybe..just maybe this is what I am supposed to do.